Confusion cont.

I don't think I can catch a break. I'm getting more confused by the second. This person is supposed to be my best friend, but I don't get treated like it. We went over to their house and it was like I wasn't even there. My friend got all the attention. I actually walked away for a little bit and they never even noticed. It's getting ridiculous. I don't know how to explain this. I guess I'm overreacting, but I can't help it. We fight every day and I'm getting tired of it. I finally just took my phone apart and left it in my car. I've been checking it periodically just to make sure there isn't anything important that I've missed. I have missed about 6 text messages from this person. They aren't even apologetic. Instead I'm being told that if I was a true friend I would man up and talk. All they care about is how this is making them look. They don't want to look like a terrible person and apparently everyone is asking what they did to make me so mad. Well I'm not giving in. I honestly don't think they care as much as they say they do. They care for a moment, but as soon as someone else walks by I get dropped just like that. I'm sick of this. All you care about is yourself. You take advantage of me and you don't even feel bad for it. All I want is an apology, but for you to carry out that apology. Just mean it this time.