So Close

So, the last 9 weeks is almost halfway over for this year. I'm so excited to get this year over with. My junior year has been a whole lot of ups and down with more bad experiences than I anticipated. I went through a lot as did my friends. I just want the summer to come so I don't have to deal with all of this stress. It seems like teachers are cramming stuff in at the last minute and it is just a whole lot for all of us to deal with. I don't know how many papers I have had to write recently, but it hasn't been fun. The IB test is also stressing me out. I haven't put forth too much effort in getting ready for this test. It just hasn't been too high on my priorities list and now I think I'm going to have some trouble when I sit down and actually take it. I guess it doesn't really matter that much, but I would like to do well on it. I think all I really want is just to graduate and get out of this town. I'm ready to be on my own and get on with my life. Everything is starting to seem very immature. I know I am also still very immature, but I like to think I'm a little more mature than I show people. I put on a front as a clown who doesn't care, but deep down I really do care and I'm not as immature as I am perceived to be. I guess next year will prove if I am ready to move on to college. I hope the rest of this year runs smoothly and I wish good luck to all of my senior friends that are graduating soon.